Tainstvennaya - Paradox

Don't stand, sit down, be quiet, I feel
Breathing the weary truth, I don't sleep at night
I look at the moon, there behind the murky glass
I search for my star I don't sleep at night
Just staring into the darkness like at a window
But into another world that never happens again and again
Do I not sleep at night?
I waste my poems, every verse, unfinished lines
Every stanza like a step in the dark
An attempt not to be silent, not to let go